The Woodberry Harrier 2017: Volume 6
Just Do It
A week before my
final cross country race ever, I have learned more about myself in this sport
than I could’ve ever imagined. What started as an afternoon activity in 7th
grade because I couldn’t kick a soccer ball turned into one of the defining
aspects of my high school career. But it hasn’t just been success or PR’s that
revealed who I am as a person. Cracking when the stakes were highest told me
just as much about myself. This sport is tough because the accolades are always
nice to look back on, but it’s losing the big race that leaves the biggest
mark. Through it all, I’ve learned not only what makes a good runner but how to
be a better person. But in my mind it all boils down to courage.
Facing Mormont
will scare some of the bravest people. But before doing it, I had no reason to
be scared––I thought I had done it all. However, I clearly hadn't because after
finishing the third rep, I crashed into a bank hyperventilating and
hysterically crying. I had never resented a moment, a place, a hill, or a sport
more than when running it last year. With every step I took my legs burned more
and more, the hill only got steeper, and my self doubt soared. I was broken
down. After finishing, Parker Jacobs told me in a short year I’ll be running up
it three more times. The thought frightened me, so I buried it for as long as I
could. But the time came this year, and looking up at it again scared me
infinitely more. All I could think about was my failures from the time before.
But by the time the third one came around I decided I was going to do something
I didn’t have the guts to do last year. I started sprinting. In what should’ve
been my moment of greatest doubt and fear, I decided a glorified hill wasn’t
going to knock me on my ass again. I thought back to some of my greatest
moments of runner, and in none did I do something heroic by being comfortable.
I thought of my freshman year when I almost went out in a PR through the mile
and then went on to smash my 5k PR by 40 seconds. I thought of running the
wrong way at the finish line in eighth grade, but then turning back around and
passing two runners to get the last all conference spot. In the moment,
deciding to sprint wasn’t as much thinking as it was doing. I carried this just
do it mentality all the way to the top and negative split my previous rep by 15
seconds. I finished with a swagger because I was on top––literally––and had
this great view to soak in with dry eyes this time.
My final cross
country season hasn’t been spectacular. I’ve had setbacks along the way, but
none enough to make me roll over. I don’t want to look back on my final race
and see that I just coasted it in the whole way. I’ve ran too many miles, too
many races, and too many reps up Mormont to let all I’ve learned escape me.
With the state meet impending, I hope we all find enough courage to surprise
even ourselves. But no matter the outcome, I’m thankful for all that have made
my running career as great as it’s been, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything.
- Edward Lindner ' 18
Last Friday we journeyed to Fork Union for the 2017 Prep
League Championships, and we had a rough day down there. We weren’t at our very best going in (with Henry
Singleton out with a torn labrum, and Parker having been out for a week with
cellulitis in his leg). My old coach used to say he was feeling snakebit on weeks like this. But bad
luck aside, we didn’t execute our strategy very well, and that put us at an
even worse disadvantage. Our packs got
separated, and we weren’t where we needed to be when the moment of truth
came.
Prep League Championships
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Fork Union, VA
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3 November, 2017
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3rd out of 6 teams
1-5 spread: 2:00
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Place
out of 72
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Time
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Fletcher
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5th
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17:26
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All
Prep Honors
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Rich
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7th
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17:38
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All
Prep Honors
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Clark
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12th
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17:58
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All
Prep Honors; tied his course PR
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Watt
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23rd
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18:44
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Lindner
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31st
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19:26
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Season
course PR
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Sompayrac
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37th
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19:57
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Dearborn
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48th
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20:38
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Season
course PR
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Wall
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50th
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20:45
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McKay
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60th
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22:15
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Tomorrow at 2:30 we run in the VISAA State Championship Meet
here. We hope to see some of you on the
course. Wish us luck.
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